Concerned and confused,
Lost and dazed.
My heart shatters,
As my eyes over-glaze.
With yet another battle lost,
I'm mislead and shaken.
For what I portray to the world,
Has been completely mistaken.
What you see as a problem,
My mind has overcome.
But my hearts wondering,
Has just yet begun.
What I've been trying to say,
Is finally comming out.
For without you,
I wtist, turn, scream, and shout.
So be the noble knight,
Come save me and hurry.
For now my death looms,
My vision already blurry.
The one in my dreams,
I look and he reappears.
The one from my dream is you,
Your the one meant to wipe away my tears.
Please don
theres something inside me
i keep it hidden away
its the fact that i like you,
and that you may like me back someday
what do you think of me
i really want to know
if there was some way
a slight way you could let a little of it show
would you ever tell me
or let my mind wander
if i told you i like you
would you ever think to stop and ponder
ponder about what you really feel
or if you'll acept me anymore
or pretend to like me so my fragile heart and hopes dont shatter
His voice, like constant, smooth and sweet flowing poetry.
The way he moves, an art all it's own.
His eyes, meaning-ful yet hiddin from the world.
His hair, pure with a touch of colored dazzle.
His clothes, unworthy of touching his lovely body.
His skin, smooth, soft, and perfect to match his eyes.
His body, entirely perfect, partial muscle yet thin and tall.
This is Derek, and my feelings for him. May they never die withen me.
wow.... its been a long time sinse i've done anything under this name. if you havn't noticed, my new DA name is DayBeforeLast. pretty emoish name but at the time, thats what i wanted to name a band. so that is that and other news is that i work at eb games, still in love with halo 2 (even consitering that its been out since november 2nd) and i STILL... have no bf. so there the mini update. love you all... laterZ!
Ok, its not like I submit a lot of shit on here ANYWAY, but people keep asking me (even after all this time), what my new DA name is. Its DayBeforeLast. I'm getting a new one because I'm a spazz... but yeah.... no ones going to know about that one so YAY! ....yeah... later
Like the title, I have a deviant art screen name. i think that this one is getting a tad old.... and all the art on it just sucks major ass compared to some of my latest stuff. everything on here in fact is so old, i can't find the papers anymore. lmfao. but yes, onto telling you the new sn. its DayBeforeLast and i like it... you might not but... yeah. hah... so yes, if you wish to look for me or newer stuff... go there.... byes
wow... havn't seen this in a while.. and yet NOTHING is new. oh yeah... so great. -.- not.. ok.. i'm going to wonder back off into my dark bedroom again.. later